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I love this song, and the video, it reminds me my old house, where I grew up. I used to be a very gothic dark little creature on my own. I used to poke my dolls' eyes, cut their hair and rip off their cute little dresses to put some of my chemises instead of those beautiful little dresses that they came from. I usually cut their hair (very badly) and they looked really freaky. To the point my brother was scared of them.

Why did I do it?

1. I used to cut their hair because I thought it grew back like mine's. (my grandma asked my why? when I was about 4 or 5 years old. I clearly remember it. I remember what I said.

2. I poked the eyes of some of my dolls because I wanted to know what was inside. But when I found out something very dark was inside I never did it again.

3. I did change their clothes because I wanted to be more like me... at that age I usually wore only undergarment clothes at home.... I still don't like dresses. They are so uncomfortable.. You literally have to take care of every single side of it! It is so annoying!!!! to much attention for just a silly garment! I want to be free of movement. Does that make sense????


I used to put all my "adapted to Lucia dolls" over my bed and my brother and I slept on the same room sometimes. He was so scared of them. I never understood why. Until today. Even though he explained me it was because of an episode of "night Gallery" (galeria nocturna) where a doll used to suck blood out of the people at this huge mansion. hehehe very scary. I'm glad I didn't watch that episode. oh! and the looks of all of them, all messed up, very shocking... but I just liked them because they were perfect for me, more like me, more "casual" hehehe :Op...

I guess my aesthetics are completely different from normal people.